𝙇𝙔𝙓𝙀 !! :
I went to work with my mom when I was 4, I was tired and we were walking for 20 mins, she was carrying me on her back and told me 'don't fall asleep' I tried my best but fell asleep, not even halfway there, she woke me up and placed me down and started running away, I was following her desperately, until when we were there she stopped, when I remind her of it, she says it was because she was tired and I wasn't following her only rule. that gave me attachment issues, and fear of losing someone who I think is dear. when I got sa'ed, a year later, she yelled at me, saying I should've told her, I was 7 and I couldn't handle people getting upset, he fake cried to get me to do stuff. but for my mom it was always my fault.
2025-07-31 15:38:47