ereid911❌ :
I FINALLY started taking care of myself the last 3 years. I thought I always needed to be there, even in the summer. UNTIL, 3 years ago my dad was diagnosed with cancer. I didn’t step foot in that building that summer. Now, when he passed, I went to open house after his funeral. Don’t recommend. Last summer, I took the whole summer to grieve, because I didn’t when he passed. This is my second year of not living in my school over the summer. Guess what? I don’t feel bad. Years ago, I would have. But, that summer with my dad let me know, it will still stand without me there. I have never felt so liberated as I have the last 3 summers. Take your time. Wish I had when he passed instead of going in for open house. But, I know now. I’m not an admin, but I am a Kindergarten teacher. It’s so hard. But, lesson learned. I will from now on take care of myself first. My husband has said numerous times, “you’ve give more days away than you have taken.” He’s not wrong. Even having cancer and going through chemo, I missed less than I have in 18 years. From now on, I’ll always take care of me. We’ve went on 5 cruises in a year and a half. Still only missed 2 days last year.
2025-07-30 04:19:39