@annaowenn: If I could go back to the Anna of five years ago, with a brand new NICU graduate, struggling to keep everyone alive during Covid shut downs, and kids going back to school in masks, and prepping for brain surgery and trying to feed people and do the laundry and managing specialists and nurses and trying to pump, I would tell her girl...you got this. It's hard. Ugh, it's so hard. But it gets easier And harder And so much better Look at this kindergarten student, sitting just like everyone else. She's alive, and healthy, and THRIVING Praise God for that. I am in awe at the journey we have been on in the last five years.