Emilia_24 :
In our batch, 5 of us, I am the only 1 left in the school who didnt go back to school and earn masters degree/unit, I am also the only one from the batch wo was late to attend trainings and seminars, besides they only choose who they want, i still remember those days, i cried, i pity myself, all of them are always on training/seminar, only me alone in the year level, one teacher passed by and ask why are you here? cos 80 percent of the teachers went. I TOLD MYSELF, ITS YOUR FAULT, YOU DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOUR CHILDREN,.GOD KNOWS WHATS IN MY HEART THOSE DAYS, ITS KIND A BLESSING IN DISGUISE BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS WITH MY CHILDREN, UNLIKE OTHER TEACHERS. BUT I AM THE LOWEST IN RANK, AS I DONT DO ANY. UNTIL I PITY MYSELF, EVERYONE IS GOING TO SEMINAR, I AM NOT. UNTIL 1 DAY, A LETTER OF INVITATION CAME TO OUR HOUSE, STATING, I AM INVITED TO ATTEND A 2 WEEK LONG TRAINING BUT ILA NATIONAL ONE. I WAS SURPRISED, HOW DID THEY KNOW ABOUT ME? I BROUGHT TO THE PRINCIPAL AND SHE SAID WHAT IS THIS? WHY THEY MAILED YOU AND DIDNT INCLUDE MY NAME? I SAID I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW AND HOW DID THEY KNOW ME. GOD KNOWS THAT! THIS TIME I AM LEAVING MY CHILDREN TO ATTEND A 2 WEEKS TRAINING, MY FIRST TRAINING AND SEMINAR IS NATIONAL, EVERYONE IS WAITING AND SOME FIGHT FOR THIS. BUT THEY CANNOT CHANGE ME, AS MY NAME IS CLEARLY WRITTEN ON THE ADDRESS AND SALUTATION OF THE LETTER COMING FROM THE USAID, ITS A UNITED STATES FUNDED TRAINING😔 BUT I LEAVE MY CHILDREN FOR 2 WEEKS. BUT I ALSO DIDNT AND NEVER TOOK THE TIME FOR NOT CALLING THEM. MY PARENTS DONT WANT ME TO ATTEND WHATEVER TRAINING THE SCHOOL OFFERS BECAUSE OF MY CHILDREN, INSAID ONLY BONG GROW, HOW ABOUT ME PANG AND MANG? 2 TIMES A MONTH SOMETIMES 3 TIMES, 2 DAYS 3 DAYS TRAINING, WHILE ME LEFT ALONE. I SAID ITS OK. I AM WITH MY CHILDREN, I ONLY ASK AT LEAST ONCE TO TRY HOW IT FEELS TO BE IN SEMINAR, MEETING OTHER PEOPLE BUT WHAT HE GAVE ME, I MET PEOPLE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. I DONT ALWAYS ASK GOD, I DONT REQUEST, WHATEVER IS GIVEN, I MAKE IT BETTER AND MORE. I MAKE SMALL INTO BIG. HE KNOWS ME.
2025-08-29 05:30:36