radioheadlover :
I can still feel the vibrations of your voice echoing in my ears, I feel them in my head, but they are just myths. For me, it has become an addiction. The laughter that lit up the clouds in my mind again, unfortunately filled them with rain, and all the fond memories were suddenly forgotten. The parallel conversations that lit up like a sunny beach let themselves go and became just stagnant water. Those silly compliments that were made every day became empty again, empty like the immensity of the night, but the night wasn't so dark with you. Maybe it changed over time, maybe it emptied itself of bad feelings and sank into ruins like my thoughts, and every day became just empty nights. And again, I would like everything that lit me up, but unfortunately that euphoria, which I thought would never end, was gone like water running down the sink.
It's all so incredible to think about that even though I'm sad, I still like to dream, dream that I have you by my side, telling stories and whispering things that make me feel cozy, saying words that were part of my daily life. Now, everything I live, unfortunately, is gone along with that year.
But that was a long time ago, I prefer to believe that the voices will return one day, the feelings that are empty will one day be filled, along with happiness, love, and affection, they will never end.
2025-09-16 13:02:43