@youngak070: u text mi when you have time I text you as soon as I see your message you reply when it's convenient but I drop everything jst to respond you take hours sometimes days and I still wait patiently but me the moment my phone lights up with your name I'm already typing it's not fear is it the way I make you a priority while I'm jst an option to u I tell myself I shouldn't care this much that I should match your energy