Raflyy :
Letting go of someone you love is a long process that slowly erodes the happiness within you. Not because your love is not strong enough, but because the universe seems to never be on your side. You love him with all your heart, you once prayed with tears that fell silently at night, you once hoped every day was only about him, but in the end you have to realize, that not all feelings are worth fighting for to the end. You start to learn to accept, even though your heart rejects it. You start to walk away, even though your soul wants to stay. You start to learn to smile, in the midst of wounds that you can never heal yourself. Every day you pretend it's okay, even though his name is still noisy in your head, his voice still rings, you still remember his smile clearly. You try to erase memories, but you can't just throw them away. You try to love someone else, but no one can replace his place. You try to hate, but your heart remains soft when talking about him. And among all that, you still love in silence, in distance, in a longing that you can't show. You learn to let go without erasing your feelings, learn to accept without truly being willing, and learn to walk alone without a clear direction. And maybe this is the loneliest form of love, when you have to let go of someone you know is the only one you want to hold forever. You still pray for him to be happy, even if it's not with you. You still hope he's okay, even though you yourself have never been really okay since losing him. And finally, you realize, that love is not always about possessing, but about having the courage to let go, when staying with him only makes you hurt deeper every day...
2025-09-16 09:50:10