@lexislethal: pause to read if needed, all of these are plucked out my own head so it’s absolutely different for everyone, but i don’t hear people talk about this much and since it’s su1c1de prevention month, i thought i’d share some things people may feel alone in #suicideprevention #suicidepreventionmonth #suicidepreventionawarenes #MentalHealth #MentalHealthAwareness

{~* 𝕄𝕪𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝*~} :

And every minor inconvenience brings out those thoughts

!sara! :

and having to stay silent about it because it upsets the people around u

𖣂︎ :

they need to send me back to the psych ward before its too late

deltah said pause :

it doesn't matter if I've had the best day ever, it doesn't matter how Happy I might be, I can't stop thinking about it

LexiLex :

And the fact that you just can't talk to anyone about it. You're completely alone.

Neo127 :

It was a hard pill to swallow that most people don’t think about ending it after a minor inconvenience/bad day

kau30t :

im sorry for venting but i really have no other outlet

Lobs :

After surviving my attempt everyone left, I got out of the hospital and nobody wished me well, felt concerned about what happened or was happy I survived, I was only abandoned and called mentally unstable and a bad person, it leaves you with a whole new kind of trauma and still wishing I hadn’t been ‘saved’ just so I wouldn’t have to live knowing what the people around me really thought of me

noah 🩵 :

needing to stay quiet cause im too privileged to feel this way

dislike_myself :

idk about yall but people have gotten irritated when i was openly like this

CrabbyAbbi :

I've lost a friend to it, and so has another friend of mine. no matter how much I want to I feel like I can't talk to her about what's going on because I know it can remind her of that friend

Cassy :

My friends at a sleepover were having a conversation about su1c1d€ and they were making fun of ppl who specifically text their friends/fam goodbye messages (saying it was cringe as opposed to writing a letter or something) .and one of my friends firmly believed that ppl only do it for attention or to manipulate. and I was like...🙁 I took a sc prevention course and frequently have thoughts about it, like it's not always for attention that's such a harmful mindset.

autismtitan :

antipsychotics help

hannah raeann 🩷 :

when anything goes wrong it’s always the first thing that comes to mind. it’s been like this for almost ten years i don’t think it’s ever gonna go away

Kylamonette :

found my ppl

Emma :

heavy on the “that’s the only time anyone could care about you” 💔

Pickles 🥒 :

Also let’s not start self diagnosing. Just because you sometimes feel that way doesn’t mean you have this. I have it, it’s in my medical notes. If you think you have to go to the doctor 😒 I hate seeing these things become “trends” for people

darlingikeepfallinginlove :

last night i cried so bad i keep zoning out of my life.

Mar 🪿 :

You’re not alone either ml! ❤️

Kota :

It gets so bad I start maladaptive daydreaming about it before bed every night

bluebellsblueberries :

can’t even like bc he’ll see. since kindergarten tho, we love

isabella :

this.

AJ :

The cheshire collective :

This is so true, and so untalked about! it lives with you for much longer then most people think, and it is so taxing even when you're healed. You are not alone 💛

pinkienopie :

silent repost because this is too real