@dhm.steph: dude I’m sobbing, probably one of my saddest birthdays I always imagined growing up next to my dad but he made some bad choices and now he has to pay for them but not only is HE paying for it but WE are too I grew up w no father love w none of that and I had to go through things I didn’t have to just because I didn’t have him in the picture, I had to become an adult before I actually was one just to help my mom push through it w my siblings. I always wondered what type of family we would’ve been if you would’ve never done what u did.