@avsonder: a pearl by mitski is literally jack . i had to parallel the two scenes jack and ennis physically fight, the difference in what jack believed between the two moments in his life contrast so much. and both times he felt like he was losing ennis. no matter what, jack is always losing ennis, never enough of ennis, never enough for what he yearns for. jack left those mountains with a pearl ennis gave him, filled his heart to its capacity and then over the years, drained jack time and time again. jack fell in love with the war ennis was. jack died tired, he died hopeless, he died knowing ennis loved him but would never do more to be together and overcome his fear. he died believing he wasn’t good enough to change for. my Jack. #brokebackmountain #brokebackstonemountainedit #ennisdelmar #jacktwist #fyp