@sannerssubie: I feel like I try so hard with everything. I swear every day is a struggle it gets better, but then it gets worse. Some highs so many lows. But I have so many lows that it makes the highs so much better. When it’s good it’s so good it’s perfect. idk. The only thing I’m good for is fixing cars. And sometimes it feels like i can’t even do that. the only thing I can make feel better is a damn car. #d#drowningi#imweakf#forventingw#withatiktok