Cj 😮💨🍃𖣂 :
You see, my mom cried when I graduated bc she never thought I’d make it, and I didn’t either bc of my mental health was getting bad, I lost 4 people I care about all within 1 year from each other.. (my dad, my bsf jay, my uncle jr and my other bsf joe), but then I made it to graduation they called my name and my mom was jumping up and down crying with happy tears bc she was so proud of me. We get to the car and she gives me the biggest and I mean biggest hug I’ve ever felt before, she then says “I’m so proud of you bubs, please remember if you chose college after this I’m ok with that and I hope you take care of yourself and always smile for me, I love you bubs” I cried so hard bc I’ve never seen her this happy before. But one thing I did want for my graduation was for my dad to be there but he passed in 22, so atleast his mom and dad (my gma and gpa) would come but no, just my mom, her bf, my uncle Glenn, my gf and her mom. It hurt me more not seeing my dads side there… but ig his death hit so hard they can’t come around me… yet that was my father and they can’t check on me?
2025-09-26 14:06:02