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I can get called dramatic or whatever, but I don’t think I’ve ever had a connection like this in my life. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like my soul was intertwining with another’s before. I haven’t cared about every single thing regarding one person. What they like to do, like to eat, where they like to go, what bothers them, what they hate, what scares them, what their habits are. I don’t think I’ve ever put so much effort into observing someone to their bone. I say “so much effort” but even then this “effort” comes so naturally. I never cared who could come next, who was out there. I never asked how many people there were in the world. I never cared for the statistics of who could be compatible with me. I wanted one thing and I knew it for sure. No matter how much I bite my tongue and act like I don’t care, even if I gaslight myself that I don’t care. I know what I love, I know who I love. This love burrows so deep into me that being without that person hurts. People look at me like I’m crazy, but it was never about the surface. It’s about the entirety of this person, nobody can compare and nobody can take shape. I would go my entire life denying anyone else’s love, because if it’s not them then I don’t care. I don’t care at all. Every fiber that makes up this person is another reason to love them. I don’t think anyone can frankly understand how I feel and I’m tired of people thinking I’m insane. Everyone else feels wrong, but only they feel so naturally right. Maybe I am insane
2025-10-03 22:50:46