@sarahii.x: Life’s been a journeyyyy At the age of 19 I moved out my moms to be independent. 2 years later.. I had to make a sacrifice and give up that independence. When I became an esthetician, I learned what I was excellent at and I wanted to do more with my talents. I tried different things that would push me to where I know I wanted to be & a lot of the times it didn’t work out. The decisions I made only took me two steps backwards. Relationships haven’t been the smoothest. I tend to settle for what I shouldn’t and still expect them to give me what I want/need. Only causing me to be disappointed and hurt. Then, it leaves me wanting more and more from the next & I caught recently caught myself expecting it from the get go.. when I don’t think that’s how it works. Or am I wrong? Being so anxious to be ahead in life at such a young age is something I don’t usually talk about. I noticed it but never really tried to slow down. With so much being taken away from me this year, I’ve finally learned what I think God has been trying to teach me for a while now. Through people and through life’s circumstances. I feel like I’m starting from the bottom again, but it’s okay. This time I’ll be present and enjoy the process instead of trying to jump over it. #lifelessonslearned #enjoytheprocess #fyp