@christop028: I don't even know where to start, because my heart is overflowing with words I've been holding for too long. From the very day you walked into my life, I saw something in you that made me believe in love again. I let you in not just into my life, but into the deepest corners of my heart, I shared my loughter, my dreams, my fears, and my secrets with you, thinking I was building something real with someone who truly cared. But now, looking back, I realize that while I was giving my all, you were only giving what was only convinient for you, I carried the weight of the relationship in my heart every single day, thinking you walking beside me. But the truth is, you were never really here. You were standing standing in the doorway of my life, taking the warmth and comfort I offered, yet never stepping fully inside. Do you know how what it feels to love someone who is only half-present? To hope every day that they will match your effort, only to be met with empty promises and fading actions? It's heartbreaking not just because of the love that lost, but because of realization that the person you thought you could count on was never serious from the start. I replay the memories sometimes the way you smiled, the things you said, the moment we shared. I hold onto them, wondering if maybe, just maybe, there was a part of you that cared. But then reality hits if you had truly cared, you wouldn't have treated my love like it was something to play with. Still, I need you to understand this my love was pure. I didn't love you out of convenience, I didn't love you because I had nothing better to do, I loved you because I saw your flaws, your struggles, your strength, your dreams, and I still believe you were worth it. I chose you every day, even when you didn't choose me back. That's the different between us I was building a future while you were passing time. I was serious while you were casual. I was holding on why you were letting go. One day you might remember the I loved you without conditions, without holding back. You might realize that love like mine doesn't come often. And maybe then, when you are searching for it in someone else, you'll understand what you lost when you let me go. But as much as this hurt, I'm choosing myself now. I'm choosing peace over confusion, self-respect over waiting for someone who was never truly mine and healing over holding onto false hope. This goodbye is not filled with hate, because despite everything, I don't regret loving you such. What I regret is believing that you love me the same way. So here's my final word, I loved you honestly, I walk away with my head high, knowing I gave something real, even to someone who was never serious. One day you'll realize what you had, but by then, my heart will be far away, safe in the arms of someone who knows it's worth. 💔😭💔

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