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I set out to prove to myself that friendships are still possible when you are autistic, in burnout, and have limited executive functioning capacity, and I think I’ve only proved that I have not been honest enough in my communication with how challenging this has been.  I’m never going get anywhere unless I authentically express the most difficult sides of being autistic, of being burnt out, of having limited financial and housing resources, of disassociating and trying to compartmentalize the horrors of the world, while still finding ways to get out of bed each day.  I think I’ve tried to embody the role of someone who has it far more together than I actually do. I’ve put enormous pressure on myself to be someone (a masked version of myself) that just doesn’t exist anymore, and I have absolutely crumbled under the weight of this.  The suffering in the world is so heavy right now that it feels silly and frivolous to even post this. But I’m posting it for the sake of personal accountability and for opening the doors to me making content that speaks more realistically to what it’s like to struggle and overcome, to slide 10 steps backwards, to not want to get out of bed, to feel like there is no hope in sight, and to somehow wake up tomorrow and do it all over again.  Your comments and messages mean the world to me, even when I’m frozen in a state of paralysis and don’t know how to respond in the ways that you deserve 🖤 #autism #autisticburnout #depression #pittsburgh #friendship
I set out to prove to myself that friendships are still possible when you are autistic, in burnout, and have limited executive functioning capacity, and I think I’ve only proved that I have not been honest enough in my communication with how challenging this has been. I’m never going get anywhere unless I authentically express the most difficult sides of being autistic, of being burnt out, of having limited financial and housing resources, of disassociating and trying to compartmentalize the horrors of the world, while still finding ways to get out of bed each day. I think I’ve tried to embody the role of someone who has it far more together than I actually do. I’ve put enormous pressure on myself to be someone (a masked version of myself) that just doesn’t exist anymore, and I have absolutely crumbled under the weight of this. The suffering in the world is so heavy right now that it feels silly and frivolous to even post this. But I’m posting it for the sake of personal accountability and for opening the doors to me making content that speaks more realistically to what it’s like to struggle and overcome, to slide 10 steps backwards, to not want to get out of bed, to feel like there is no hope in sight, and to somehow wake up tomorrow and do it all over again. Your comments and messages mean the world to me, even when I’m frozen in a state of paralysis and don’t know how to respond in the ways that you deserve 🖤 #autism #autisticburnout #depression #pittsburgh #friendship

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