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Today marks five months without my baby Bear. The grief of losing both of my dogs has been an incredibly difficult journey. I wish I had some inspiring words about how it’s gotten better—but I don’t. My biggest fear as my dogs aged was having to help them cross the rainbow bridge by myself. I lived my biggest fear twice in forty days. Despite the emotional difficulty, I would do it all again. I would choose them in every life. I still hear their toe taps in the hallway. I still feel their presence. I still look for them every morning when I leave my bedroom, as if somehow, they might suddenly appear in the living room again. I no longer climb into their beds to weep, but the deep ache in my chest has not subsided. I still sneak away to my closet to open the bag that holds Bear’s bed cover, just for a small sniff—a small reminder. While I’ve spent the majority of the last five months alone, I’ve been reminded on multiple occasions how incredibly loved my boys and I are. More than thirty of you helped with their vet and euthanasia bills. The financial relief lifted such a weight off my chest. I recently received a beautiful painting of my sweet Bear boy. I can’t explain the kind of joy it brought to my broken heart. If there’s anything I’ve learned through this, it’s how multifaceted emotions can be. How could I possibly feel joy when my heart is so irrevocably broken? How do you feel joy when joy also fills you with guilt? But joy—joy can coexist with grief. Joy can coexist with guilt. Joy is the hug you need when your heart has split open. Joy is the strong hands that catch you when you’re falling to your knees in despair. I will miss Bear and Cynco every single day for the rest of my life. And in the grief of their absence, the ache may never fade, but neither will the love. Maybe healing isn’t about fixing the pain but about making room for it beside the love that remains. #griefjourney #rainbowbridge #griefandloss #grieftok
Today marks five months without my baby Bear. The grief of losing both of my dogs has been an incredibly difficult journey. I wish I had some inspiring words about how it’s gotten better—but I don’t. My biggest fear as my dogs aged was having to help them cross the rainbow bridge by myself. I lived my biggest fear twice in forty days. Despite the emotional difficulty, I would do it all again. I would choose them in every life. I still hear their toe taps in the hallway. I still feel their presence. I still look for them every morning when I leave my bedroom, as if somehow, they might suddenly appear in the living room again. I no longer climb into their beds to weep, but the deep ache in my chest has not subsided. I still sneak away to my closet to open the bag that holds Bear’s bed cover, just for a small sniff—a small reminder. While I’ve spent the majority of the last five months alone, I’ve been reminded on multiple occasions how incredibly loved my boys and I are. More than thirty of you helped with their vet and euthanasia bills. The financial relief lifted such a weight off my chest. I recently received a beautiful painting of my sweet Bear boy. I can’t explain the kind of joy it brought to my broken heart. If there’s anything I’ve learned through this, it’s how multifaceted emotions can be. How could I possibly feel joy when my heart is so irrevocably broken? How do you feel joy when joy also fills you with guilt? But joy—joy can coexist with grief. Joy can coexist with guilt. Joy is the hug you need when your heart has split open. Joy is the strong hands that catch you when you’re falling to your knees in despair. I will miss Bear and Cynco every single day for the rest of my life. And in the grief of their absence, the ache may never fade, but neither will the love. Maybe healing isn’t about fixing the pain but about making room for it beside the love that remains. #griefjourney #rainbowbridge #griefandloss #grieftok

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