@melakayleen: Processing grief out loud #griefjourney [Edit: I am not asking for advice 🙂. I’m making room to express my humanity and to create space for others who feel similarly].
I don’t have words anymore only silence and groanings. I used to have verbose prayers that were eloquently laced with scripture but now I can only sit In frustration and silence because the grief and despair is palpable. I get it Sis. God gets it. I believe.
2025-11-07 14:49:16
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TTMRS. :
Losing a parent is indescribable
2025-10-13 11:07:11
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mylehua7 :
This is exactly where I’m at. Wow. Thank you for fully explaining.
2025-11-07 02:22:01
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Kay Liz 😘 :
Tell Him that. I’m not even kidding. Tell Him the same way you are telling us. A lot of ppl feel like they can’t pray about their negative feelings bc it equates ungratefulness but you gotta be able to tell God when you’re struggling so He show you He has not left you!
2025-10-13 05:42:36
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Mara 😍 :
Baby the best thinggggg someone told me was be mad with Him and still stay 😭🥹
2025-10-13 12:06:57
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JoeAnna.__ :
Bby this IS the prayer
2025-10-13 10:43:40
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drLoni 🖤 :
Sudden. Random. 💯
2025-10-13 18:57:28
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Renee’ Burleson :
The beauty of grief is all of this awareness that you speak of. I've leaned into the beauty of it and how its all so nuanced and fragile, and and and and... love you sis! 💐
2025-11-01 17:11:44
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j.archelle_ :
LAMENT, lamentations is one of the most underrated books in the Bible to me.
2025-10-13 14:38:11
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Simply David :
That was deep! I feel that! You’re not alone! Love you!❤
2025-10-14 16:29:07
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John Nye | Officially ✨🤏 :
This is me in my current state, thank you for sharing 🙏❤️I've had this kind of dialogue with God since I lost my sister to cancer 2 years ago.
2025-10-13 21:13:50
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Michael-Elliot Rice :
You said the quiet part OUT LOUD!
2025-10-14 13:29:12
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AQueenAndHerCrown :
😭😭😭😭 As a Caregiver I understand this!
2025-10-14 01:34:55
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Curated By Sabria :
Tomorrow makes 2 yrs since I loss my mom, and then my dad 5 weeks later. This is what I’ve been asking. Nothing about me is the same. Nothing about my life is the same. I’m forever changed. My relationship with God is closer now. But I don’t know what to hope for anymore
2025-10-13 03:59:34
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Katie :
I understand so much cuz when people tell me God is going to give me 10 fold of what I loss I get upset cuz I don't want 10 fold I want what I had I never wanted to lose him
2025-10-13 16:01:34
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naya :
Come on!!!!! Thank you for being honest!! I lost my father July if this year 2025 I used to be a praying woman and I’ve been lost after this
2025-10-14 16:57:01
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Spencer Lee :
Me since my brother passed away last year. I hope and pray for nothing these days.
2025-10-14 15:58:02
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justJaeee :
I got to this point after I lost my uncle. I had to tell God that having hope felt pointless because He was going to do what he wanted no matter what.
2025-10-14 07:10:27
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Bri :
@Bri: Wow! My mama transitioned 20 months ago, and this has been exactly me!🎯🎯🎯🥺
2025-10-13 22:41:16
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Antione T. McGee | Creator 📚 :
I am so proud of you! You are speaking for many people including me. I lost 4 major people in my life from 2022-2024. The biggest my Mom-Mom and it has rocked me to my core. I am crushed. Grief has changed me and I just spend time with God in quiet because I don’t have the words anymore.
2025-10-13 18:34:19
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Twjana Echols Jones :
In tears watching.I’m familiar with this feeling. Sending you love friend ❤
2025-10-14 06:19:18
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@dj_bypdipper :
lean not to your own understanding ✌it is written
2025-10-13 22:05:53
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Diamond Shainna :
I don’t know how to live life beyond this grief.
2025-10-14 01:14:37
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itsaleezajena :
My good sista…your words resonate with me at a soul level. May you find safety and comfort with those who get it
2025-10-13 23:06:54
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