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im truly sorry that u ever had to cross paths with someone like me. sometimes i think about it and it hurts in a way i cant explain knowing that out of all the people u couldve met, u ended up meeting me…
someone who kept messing things up, someone who didnt know how to love u the way u deserved. ik ive been one of the worst people uve ever had to deal with, and admitting that feels heavy, but its the truth i owe u. u deserved someone kinder, steadier, someone who would never make u question ur worth or ur place in their life. u deserved someone who could hold ur heart without dropping it. i hope, genuinely, that someday u find that person someone better than me in every possible way. someone who sees u the way i shouldve seen u, who treats u with all the gentleness n patience uve always given, who protects ur happiness instead of becoming the reason u lose it. n even if im no longer there to witness it, ill always pray for u. for ur peace, ur joy, ur future. ill pray that life gives u the softness n love i couldnt. u may not hear it from me again, but my prayers will always carry ur name.
2025-11-20 09:30:24