@megan.carole: Grief really does come in waves. I stumbled across something that reminded me of Kyle, and whenever I think of him, I always think of my Grandma too. I’ve even said out loud before (many times) that I hope they’ve met up there, wherever they are, and that Bonnie is running around them. Autumn and winter have always been my favourite seasons, but they also hold some of my hardest memories. I love the magic of this time of year, yet sometimes feel guilty for enjoying it when so much heartbreak has happened here too. With their anniversaries all coming up, my grief has felt heavier. Each one never gets easier, but knowing this first for Kyle feels especially heavy on my heart. Last December I started reading a book that I remember a quote that said something along the lines of “two things can co exist at once”. You can love life and still ache for the people who are not here. We do not move on from grief, we grow around it. Everyday I still look for the little signs, the robins, the feathers, and it is so comforting when they show up. Running has become my space to think of them, breathe, and feel connected. Just a reminder that you only see 1 percent of someone’s day online. In a world that can be so cruel, please please be gentle with yourself and others. You are not alone. Ever. ❤️‍🩹 #grief #griefandloss #suddenloss #griefjourney

Braw Blooms :

The video before this said “maybe when we think of them, it’s because they are talking to someone in heaven about us” and that made me smile ✨

SmokeStance :

It’s always so abrupt. Like getting the wind knocked out of you.

KayleighpattersonXx :

cassandra :

I get little panic attacks when I realize he’s gone forever.. like what do you I’ll never hug,kiss, or talk to him again in this lifetime? 💔 It’s so hard I want him back

ꨄJenilla💗🖤 :

Cheeselover :

And suddenly your day is over 🫠

andreajollley :

I feel so silly to still be heavily grieving my cat after a year. Feels like everyone’s just waiting for me to move on but it flipped my world upside down 💔

nour :

I'm sososososoos so srry but who?

M A R I S S A 🌸 :

It’s always when I think I’m doing okay..

Julies :

Fr I just got hit with a panic attack bc I missed my dad who died 8 years ago

S A R A H 👑 :

everyday 🥺 if I had woken earlier I could've saved him 😪

Sarah K :

Catches me off guard every time and it’s so painful.

Jess x :

felt this so much, grief is a journey everyone will go on but hardly anyone talks about it . Here with you girl !xxxx

Jenerner :

it’s been years but i still miss my best friend every single day…

NicoleMWilson :

This has become me everyday since losing my loved ones recently 💔

Allecat 🇦🇺 :

I woke up in tears yesterday after dreaming of my best friend. She passed twenty years ago. Grief gets softer as time goes on, but never fully goes away. 💔

xanthe_mummyof3🩰🤍✨☁️ :

This😭 Because how do you comprehend that you’re never actually going to see/talk to them ever again💔

sandy🎀shines :

Thank you for posting this vulnerability, because sometimes I feel crazy when it just hits me outta no where😔

Ashlee :

The way it happens so suddenly multiple times throughout the week, and I dont really have a choice but to ignore it so i can pay my bills. 😔

eud 🦋☁️ :

it’s been 18 years & i think i will grieve forever. but somehow i think i rather miss having her so much it hurts, than not remember how it once felt having her at all.

C~ :

It happens to me everyday 💔

lal :

Thinking about you and your family 🙏❤️🙏

Helen Setu :

I lost my nana 2 weeks ago 😞❤ I'm so lost, I can't think straight, everyday is like a nightmare. all my memories with her flooding my mind 24/7.

BajanBeauty 🇧🇧👑 :

😔 I lost my mom Sunday November 16th. 🥺

Theresa Easter 📸 :

I feel this ♥️