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i think one of the things I struggle with the most is in the contradictions of what I feel. on one hand, I’m very big on living life fully because if you are not fully moving with love without holding back then I think it’s a lack of bravery. on the other, when life catches up with you, as it inevitably does, I am so hard on myself for dealing with the consequences of living life in that way. mainly bc sometimes you’re just too sad or too lost or too afraid to create anything at all. and I feel like the healing process means I’m losing time with the art I want to make, on top of already being sad about other things so it’s just a dumpster fire of feeling failure on all levels. I never doubt that I have something to give *to be clear* but sometimes I do struggle with whether I will be able to give justice to the feelings and stories I want to convey. these are normal feelings to have because it’s hard to be creative sometimes!!!! but then it makes me feel unproductive and frustrated so it’s a tough cycle.  anyways i have been a bit caught up in it because my first visit to Paris during the summer was definitely an implosion time where everything felt beautiful and lucky. my second time, this fall, has definitely been more of a hole period where i have been thinking a lot about my life and my art. it’s also very sad to struggle so much with having sympathy for myself when I’m not able to do as much because it’s like if anyone else told me everything from the last couple years, I would tell them that’s a lot! I just always expect myself to power through everything. BUT everything’s cyclical and I’m starting to feel alive again. idk I guess when you see the light at the end of the tunnel, you just got to run like hell towards it. #artists #writertok #thoughtdaughter
i think one of the things I struggle with the most is in the contradictions of what I feel. on one hand, I’m very big on living life fully because if you are not fully moving with love without holding back then I think it’s a lack of bravery. on the other, when life catches up with you, as it inevitably does, I am so hard on myself for dealing with the consequences of living life in that way. mainly bc sometimes you’re just too sad or too lost or too afraid to create anything at all. and I feel like the healing process means I’m losing time with the art I want to make, on top of already being sad about other things so it’s just a dumpster fire of feeling failure on all levels. I never doubt that I have something to give *to be clear* but sometimes I do struggle with whether I will be able to give justice to the feelings and stories I want to convey. these are normal feelings to have because it’s hard to be creative sometimes!!!! but then it makes me feel unproductive and frustrated so it’s a tough cycle. anyways i have been a bit caught up in it because my first visit to Paris during the summer was definitely an implosion time where everything felt beautiful and lucky. my second time, this fall, has definitely been more of a hole period where i have been thinking a lot about my life and my art. it’s also very sad to struggle so much with having sympathy for myself when I’m not able to do as much because it’s like if anyone else told me everything from the last couple years, I would tell them that’s a lot! I just always expect myself to power through everything. BUT everything’s cyclical and I’m starting to feel alive again. idk I guess when you see the light at the end of the tunnel, you just got to run like hell towards it. #artists #writertok #thoughtdaughter

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