@halloweenqueen83: “Aching, aching, aching - and ALIVE!” October changed me. Many months of hard work came to fruition. What bloomed was a beautiful flower but also a healing one. A balm that covered so many bad experiences and so many lifeless bonds I thought I had that were really just dead weight. I have never worked so hard to ensure things went off without a hitch and each thing went perfectly. My performance life is so rich. I am surrounded by real friends, an intricate web of support, I have loads of creative work and although my brain is tired from the artistic process I am so lucky that I have the privilege of being tired from the pursuit and acquisition of my wildest dreams. Thanks to all who were present.