@marnic0le: To My first born I love you more then you can imagine mommy had you before I was healed and ready or before I knew any better at just 20 I barely knew anything but we been together through it all you’ve seen mommy at her worst and at her best you’ve always knew exactly what to do and say at the perfect moments you’ve seen mommy cry fight love laugh I will teach you that life has its ups and downs but you are so worth it all mommy will always be by your side no matter what to catch you when you fall to cheer you on and to fight to be better for you and your siblings everyday I appreciate you more then you know you are the smart bravest brightest SWEETEST little girl I know And I’m proud to call you my baby 🥹 my big girl. my oldest the One who started it all I can’t wait to see who you’ll become mommy’s here babygirl don’t worry we’re in this life together FOREVER I love you Milani Valayah