keithhh :
honestly, ang hirap pumili. kasi both choices come with pain. kung pipiliin ko yung one more night to feel their love, maybe it’ll feel like heaven for a moment — maramdaman ko ulit yung yakap, yung mga tawa, yung mga salitang “ingat ka ha.” pero after that night, mas lalo lang sigurong mahirap bumalik sa realidad na wala na sila. it’s like reliving the warmth you once had, only to lose it all over again.
pero kung one more chance to say goodbye naman, masakit pa rin. kasi how can you say goodbye to someone who made you feel alive? paano mo sasabihing “okay na ako” kung hindi pa talaga? you’d want to be strong, pero deep inside, basag ka pa rin. sometimes, it’s not the goodbye that hurts — it’s knowing that even if you get that one last chance, it still wouldn’t be enough.
in the end, maybe it’s not about choosing one over the other. maybe it’s about accepting that love and goodbye will always come together. that sometimes, the people who made us feel whole are the same ones who’ll teach us how to live with an empty space in our hearts. and that’s the kind of pain na kahit sinong tao, maramdaman man lang, di basta basta malilimutan.
2025-11-04 11:26:17