Puse :
Meaning I was graped twice cos same happened and I never spoke of it, I was so young, he kept asking, first of all he took me to his place without me agreeing, then he asked, telling me he'll just put the head, I slept there lying making no sound or movement if I had said no, how would I get home cos I don't know where I am, mind you it was my first time, I blamed myself and beat myself up, cos what was I doing out that late, alone, it was the 31st of December but I should have stayed in the house, watching my comfort movie, I shouldn't have met him if I took another path, when he offered beer I shouldn't have taken it and held it all night because why would I drink I was young, I shouldn't have worn shortpan maybe he would have seen am only a child or maybe be a slenda, he wouldn't see an old woman, it was all my fault, it happened when I was in grade 9, at 16, I never worn a shortpan till this year 💔💔
2025-11-09 20:43:15