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Handsome, talented, tall, nerdy, smart, quiet but still the loudest person in my mind, the way he just stands there doing absolutely nothing yet my whole brain decides to crash, the way his glasses sit perfectly on his face like they were made just for him, the way he looks down then smiles a little, like please, how am I supposed to stay calm, the way his voice is soft but deep enough to make time stop, the way he reads books and somehow makes it look like the most attractive thing ever, the way his jawline could cut my entire self-esteem into pieces but I’d still thank him, the way he laughs so genuinely like he has no idea how much it heals me, the way he just breathes and I’m already like “yeah that’s my 13th reason”, like how is one person this effortlessly perfect, how dare he exist like this, how dare he ruin every standard of mine, every time I see him I swear my brain just goes static, like no thoughts, just Wonwoo, and the worst part is he doesn’t even know, he doesn’t even know the chaos he causes by just existing, and I’m here writing paragraphs like I’m auditioning for heartbreak
2025-11-07 14:34:57