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Idk but i stopped finding a way to talk with them. May tampo ako, pero baka kasalanan ko lang din kung bakit ganon nararamdaman ko. I always felt left out, maybe because I was overthinking too much and di ako maka relate sa mga pinaguusapan nila since 24/7 naman silang magkausap and ako, sa personal lang kami nakakapagusap. Di naman sa sinasadya nila yon, but siguro nakalimutan nila na kasama rin nila ako…? Or kasalanan ko lang talaga kasi wala naman masyadong ganap sa buhay ko na pwede ko ishare sakanila. O siguro napagod lang din sila na kausapin ako kasi kung meron man kaming pag-uusapan, sobrang ikli lang kasi yun nga wala na akong ibang masabi na connected dun. Ayoko namang puro about school lang pag-usapan namin; we never really had that deep conversations that I’ve been longing for. And now, I'm alone, not because it was my choice; it was the ONLY option I had. Staying away from ppl who are slowly becoming the reason why I'm always sad. I love them, but it’s hurting me na :( I will always cherish those memories we’ve made together, and I will always miss it and them. We haven’t talked about our friendship, but all of us know that it is slowly falling apart.
2025-11-16 01:50:51
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86598732 :
When i realized i was outgrowing my bestfriend 😞 i met new people and started new hobbies but she's still stuck in the same place... We just dont click anymore
2025-11-16 04:14:29
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anora :
@eefill:But even then, alam ko sa sarili ko ma miss ko pa rin siya, na gusto ko pa ring maging parte ng buhay niya, na gusto ko pa ring makita siya kahit na parang... ako na mismo yung lumalamon sa sarili ko.
2025-11-18 04:52:00
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😎Kyo_kyo😎 :
because it started to feel like ako nalang yung nage-effort saming dalawa, nagmumuka akong desperada na hindi matapos friendship namin so I decided+
2025-11-16 13:52:50
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laling(ellaabebi) :
we did lose our friendship because of some misunderstanding, she stopped talking to me after my birthday, I didn't even do anything wrong but I keep telling myself that I actually did but I can't remember what I did, then days past I just couldn't take the way she's avoiding me but talking to our friend (trio kami) and I tell her what I feel, doon talaga nasira friendship namin, then months past, we suddenly hate each other, parang friends to enemies lang hwhahah pero that friends to enemies end up for good, she was the first one who make a move so that we can re-start what we left behind, ofc I didn't forgive her that easily and let her wait for my answer but I didn't even know that I was already hanging out with her and getting comfortable without actually knowing I already forgive her in my mind, then that months lead us to be friends again, she still do the things she did that lose our friendship but I didn't tell her about it anymore, I literally got tired
2025-11-18 00:23:00
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rya :
Well, I don't know really... I chose to let go na. I got tired from having her by my side. I got tired because I kept chasing with her, little did I know she already went to another direction. So, I chose my own path. Mahirap kasi eh, ginagawa ka na ngang second option tapos ang plastic pa. It was for me too, since I went crazy when she had her "FIRST OPTION BEST FRIEND" because, she's the one that gave me the happiness in our friendship. Ako dapat 'yon eh, kaso wala. Bahala na siya sa buhay niya. Atleast I'm getting better na.
2025-11-17 12:12:14
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chickenbananachikenbanan :
We stopped talking and our closeness just faded away, it’s been a year now, but i still think of her everytime i’m with my other friends :(
2025-11-18 04:20:19
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A :
i didn’t distance myself for no reason. for a reason, i stayed—even if it dragged me down. i tried communicating but no one was answering. i was hurt to witness the friendship i swore i’ll cherish is somewhat something i don’t want to experience again. just because i chose myself, they chose each other. masakit isipin na andon ako para sakanila tuwing nangangailangan sila pero nung ako ‘yung nalulunod sa problema, hindi sila nagbalak sagipin ako. mali ba na piliin ko ang sarili ko sa panahon na kailangan ko ng masasandalan?
2025-11-16 02:53:17
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hope :
It wasn't the same as before, and I am totally aware of that. But I am still overthinking things, like maybe I did something wrong, what I should do to be together again, and the things I should've done. Or maybe we just outgrew each other, causing us to fall apart. I am still cheering and happy for them, though. Life goes on. : /
2025-11-15 16:02:34
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. :
well it happened today, im so tired of them treating me like im not their friend, seeing them laugh and enjoy things together. I feel unseen and left out, There is this one friend who really IS my friend because of how he treats me he's so gentle and calm but it ruined at the day i confessed that's the problem, After that he told it to one of our friend and so long they became more close and inseparable i hated that part when he just drifted away from me, cause he told me that nothing will change and we will stay friends. Then, this two of my friends are like talking to each other and like whispering about something like they hate someone like that, like that, and i feel this energy that their talking about me, and then there was a situation that happened and i confronted “this friend” to Guy and said “can you please talk to her, for me plz? what she's doing is wrong” instead of saying “i understand you but you should listen her side too” the Guy defended “this friend” i know that he knows that he's wrong but he can't confront it because he listened to HER side and not mine, And now? he hates me and this friend they even tried to blame me for what happened, because thy said that i tried to ruin what this friend had and her boyfriend
2025-11-17 13:24:42
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ris :
aray
2025-11-18 03:56:42
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dojarat :
Bat napunta dito yung laman ng notes app ko
2025-11-15 12:55:51
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yuro shino :
ako na mas piniling lumayo dahil gumaganda na siya sa paningin ko..
2025-11-18 01:21:16
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maximus :
just had enough. was trying to still give it a chance but i drained. imagine how much energy and effort i poured to keep our friendship intact, yet it wasn't reciprocated. it was always me who initiate. and now i choose me ✨
2025-11-17 19:31:43
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Illuminaries :
🩵 1.) Akala ko I am the only one who did that, and I also feel like it’s partly my fault kung bakit naging ganun ang friendship namin. Pero in my case, I think it started when my friend’s circle became bigger, and in my case, ayoko ng ganun dahil natatakot akong magkaroon ng maraming tao sa paligid ko pero hindi ko alam kung sino ang totoo at hindi. And kahit kilala ko naman at matagal na naming classmates yung mga nagiging ka-close niya lately, I still felt left out — like hindi ako nakaka-relate sa mga usapan nila. And siguro hindi ko rin ka-vibes yung mga gusto niyang maging new friends.
2025-11-16 08:55:22
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augustine ✧ :
hala pasensya... 💔
2025-11-18 02:24:38
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I'm still holding on.
2025-11-17 20:40:57
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123456789 :
Siguro ito na yung nangyayari samin ngayon. Alam ko we can't fully distance ourselves from each other kasi mag pinsan kami but we RARELY talk—it's always been like that but this time it feels different, it worsened. She forgot my birthday and we just dont click anymore, we're two different people now.
2025-11-16 15:41:10
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Mary :
I kept waiting for her, to start a conversation with me first. But I guess she's the one who doesn't want to continue our friendship anymore. But if she ever see this, I hope she knows I'd do everything just to return the spark in our friendship. She let distance become the reason why I felt like I'm the only one that's still holding on. After telling her how I feel, the conversation didn't go deeper. I hope it's not the end, I hope there won't be another dorothea.
2025-11-16 09:55:52
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vaughnakiddd :
too scared to repost kasi friends kami here
2025-11-15 23:32:03
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mat :
sumpa talaga sa akin pagiging avoidant
2025-11-16 01:06:22
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veL02101997 :
ganyan lang talaga ang buhay , masa tao nalang kung gusto ka niya i keep hanggang pagtanda .
2025-11-18 02:34:43
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shan𝝑୧ :
'di ko ma repost, baka makita nya.
2025-11-18 01:49:42
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turonlover65 :
I was the one who went away—and I always insist a conversation, I don't know why but I feel like stopping now. They do remember me... sometimes... or maybe that was only my POV. Nevertheless, they rarely—or maybe never reached out to me first, I was always the one who will reached out to insist a conversation that'll eventually end after a few minutes. I feel like stopping, not only I feel so outcast since they have their circle there and I'm here alone.. I chose to be alone, maybe there's more of things I have to know about me which is better than forcing myself with them... wahhh
2025-11-16 05:55:14
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redenia gatdula :
ok na sna mag fade ung friendship ng maaus ndi puno ng masasakit na salita
2025-11-18 01:29:58
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