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These past 7 years..I'm tired.. . . . . It's been 7 years since I started writing a novel. It all started from boredom, from boredom to fun, before it became a hobby. But now... I feel like throwing up when I have to write a novel, when I have to see the same old faces that I've been with for 7 years. It's not the same anymore. I don't feel like it's my happiness. I feel like it's my job now, and I hate it. Everyone keeps telling me to wait for my new chapter. I tried, but I couldn't. I couldn't write the next chapter. I feel tired. I feel like throwing up, but I still do it because I believe I can. But no, it's not the same. I'm going crazy. I feel like I'm going to get depressed. I don't know, but I just feel like I want to die and go back to my old self, who was better than me now... Now i have only fpe fandom makes me smile But I know.. it should end But I can't I love this fandom too much I love Oliver like my son And I can't tear him away He is my only happiness that makes me know What is happiness? I'm sorry I love this fandom too much I can't leave this fandom away But I can't stop wanting to vomit Why do I have to be like this I'm tired I feel like writing a story for me now is a curse.. not happiness... Some people might say that I just need to take a break. Yes, I did. I took a break from writing fiction for a long time. I wrote every day. Now I do it once a week or once a month. But now I feel like I can't write anymore. The imagination that I usually have is gone. I can't imagine the next chapter. I'm so tired. I feel like... my body can't write anymore. I feel like it's coming to an end. The only thing I have, the only thing I'm good at, is
These past 7 years..I'm tired.. . . . . It's been 7 years since I started writing a novel. It all started from boredom, from boredom to fun, before it became a hobby. But now... I feel like throwing up when I have to write a novel, when I have to see the same old faces that I've been with for 7 years. It's not the same anymore. I don't feel like it's my happiness. I feel like it's my job now, and I hate it. Everyone keeps telling me to wait for my new chapter. I tried, but I couldn't. I couldn't write the next chapter. I feel tired. I feel like throwing up, but I still do it because I believe I can. But no, it's not the same. I'm going crazy. I feel like I'm going to get depressed. I don't know, but I just feel like I want to die and go back to my old self, who was better than me now... Now i have only fpe fandom makes me smile But I know.. it should end But I can't I love this fandom too much I love Oliver like my son And I can't tear him away He is my only happiness that makes me know What is happiness? I'm sorry I love this fandom too much I can't leave this fandom away But I can't stop wanting to vomit Why do I have to be like this I'm tired I feel like writing a story for me now is a curse.. not happiness... Some people might say that I just need to take a break. Yes, I did. I took a break from writing fiction for a long time. I wrote every day. Now I do it once a week or once a month. But now I feel like I can't write anymore. The imagination that I usually have is gone. I can't imagine the next chapter. I'm so tired. I feel like... my body can't write anymore. I feel like it's coming to an end. The only thing I have, the only thing I'm good at, is "writing fiction".

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