M :
I felt like I could really hear you in this. After everything, the world has felt like a haze, where my heart just aches with no end in sight. Even holding conversations is difficult because nothing really penetrates the fog. But what you just said got in. I understand you. I’m alone too, I just moved across the country and in that process I was discarded by the person I thought would always be there. I was replaced with another person right in front of my eyes. Let me tell you, going from love to complete silence, surrounded by strangers and coldness, it’s like going into a sensory deprivation chamber after getting your heartbroken, and the only person who can pull you out is the person who put you there… It’s scary. Like, when is the pain going to stop? I’ve never gone through something like this before and the rumination is unreal… but that’s enough about me. You mentioned that you’re lonely and that you find community here. I’m glad you have this as a resource, but I’m wondering, are there things you do to pull yourself out of it too? It’s so easy to stay stuck here in this mental space, and I really wish for you to have avenues out of it. You have done so much to help people find answers, but you also deserve to find a physical community. To be surrounded by love, family, and friends. I really want this for you.
2025-11-23 22:07:20