hope speaks ministries :
I'm writing this with tears , streaming down my face, feeling utterly defeated. As a caretaker of kids under our ministry, I've shouldered the weight of responsibility for months. But the burden has become unbearable. Every day feels like an eternity . The kids depend on me , but I'm drowning in my own despair . I've prayed tirelesly , seeking a glimmer of hope, but God's silence is defeaning.The past months have been a never ending battle . Financial struggles , health issues and interpersonal conflicts have taken their toil. I have tried to keep up a brave face,but the mask is cracking , sometimes, I wonder if anyone cares? Am just a mere statistic , a nameless face in the crowd? I've began to question God's presence in my life . Had he Forsaken me? Does he even see my struggling? The thought of ending it all has crossed my mind more times than I care to admit . A walk to find a suitable bridge has become a houting temptation , but something within me screams ,"don't give up." A glimmer of hope remains , a spark that refuses to be extinguished . That's why I'm reaching out, friends and fellow Christians. I need your prayers, your support and your love.
2025-11-25 19:25:24