JUNE 14TH😋 :
I told my therapist I'm tired of saying am ok, cause every single I fight emotions I can't say, everybody think I'm strong cause I don't show my pain, but I be losing battles everytime it start to rain, I got texts I never answer, calls I let decline, not because I hate nobody I'm just fighting with my mind, I laugh around my people, then go cry when I'm alone, that feeling when you need somebody, but still don't pick up the phone, and maybeee, I got too used to hiding pain, smiling through the pressure, like everything okay, and maybee, I just got tired of being strong, cause helping everybody else, still left me feeling lost. so I'm talking to my therapist, trying not to break.
2026-05-27 12:32:36