@mrlostmen: There’s moments where i worry about my life here.. am i too hard on myself?? Or is it im not quite enough yet? Sometimes I’d imagine my youngerself still existing in limbo, viewing my life on a VCR tape displaying upon a box tv. Warning me about the decisions I’ve made, & when im not tough enough for this world we swap out… Residing in this perpetual state of dissociation as i watch my body on auto pilot coursing it’s way through this path. A Path that i decided to take a break from. Later i regret it, as my thoughts speak louder than my words, my emotions reacting unavoidably, my body language extending its length to the surface. Are these the signs of me losing myself? Or me finalizing my acceptance to come up for air. Although i give in to the idea, with each stroke amongs the ripples within the water i find time to not only exist but to live! Whilst Pleasuring myself with a temporary longing for self love - allowing myself the luxury of breaking down, reminiscing my rejection of processing. Maybe this time will be different… No, this time it will be different.. I’ve welcomed the company of sorrow for far too long… so i say, be okay with feeling your emotions, ignorance & neglection towards them only provides it strength, sometimes too much for any of us to handle. Be alone with yourself , lose the noise, the phone — allow yourself to feel for a bit. You’ll come to realize when you’re good - everything good enhances. All love - Mr. lostmen #hopecore #fyp

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